sing me to sleep and meet me in my dreams.

I just thought i'd let you know,

I thought of you today.

We were dancing in my head,

Drenched from the pouring rain.

You looked in my eyes, hugged me tight

And I whispered in your ear;

I love you my sweet baby boy

I love you too my dear.

let freedom ring.

mother caught me with my dear addiction yesterday.

she joked around about it, and i'm not in trouble?

the parents are slowly wearing down

on their attempt to "fix" me.

my plan is finally working.

Sweet Emptiness

Grab a hold of me.

Pick me up in your loving arms

And swing me around and around.

Whisper tales of great adventure

Into my innocent little ear.

Drain me of my being with those

Addictive lips of yours.

Take advantage of my childish heart

And then rip it into pieces.

I feel no remorse.

Each day passes and the only recollection my mind has of time, has morphed into one big blur. Suicidal thoughts dance through my mind, but are destroyed by my hopeful dreams of something better. I'm a prisoner in my own mind, body, and soul. I eagerly search for an exit, and just as I feel I am close to an escape, the door is shut in my face once again. I have no feeling anymore. Time is slowing to a halt.

I gasp for air, but my lungs are filled with gasoline.

I want to spend the rest of my life backpacking through Europe.

it's better to have loved and lost..

I've ruined you.

I broke your heart,

and possibly your soul.

I took your everything

and stomped it on the ground.

So why do you come back?

I don't like to hurt people.

Especially you.

lonesome.

I am so alone.

I like being alone.

I hate being so lonely.

I wish I was always alone.

I don't want to grow old alone.