Im not good at this...

whole blogging everyday thing. schools been good. i guess. if wanting to shoot your teachers is good. friends still give me problems. i really need new ones. there funn but they've changed. why cant we all just go back to elementary. where sluts were once in a blue moon and drugs were in places where nobody would ever go. they were considered as death. if you did them you were a rebel- a troublemaker who nobody wanted to be friends with. i miss those days. boys arent on my side either. i need a guy to prove that theyre not all jerks. the only guy whos never mean to me is my bestfriend timmy. im sorry- but im extremely jealous of maryy. timmys the nicest guy ever!!! (i was reading his texts) ;D but ive got to study and hunt down krystal so we can hangout =]

byeees. :*

Nesquik :[

+ i havent really written anything on here in a while.

+ i just drank some strawberry Nesquik and it hurt my tummy real bad. =[

+ school sucks. summer sucks. why does school have to start next week??

+ adam gave me a cold :-\

+ krystal just burped over the phone and it was beastly.

+ i only have 5 days left to go school clothes shopping.

+ this years gonna suck.

+ i have no classes with my friends and im with all the nerds.

+ there goes my dream of winning most outgoing or class clown.

+ somebody come make my tummy feel better.

+ i wish my parents would dis-own me.

+ it would make life easier -- sorta.

+ call me with plans for tomorrow. =]

isent he scrumptious??

blogsong by krystal and tori.

I wanna BLOG [blog] dun dun dun dunnnnn. I wanna BLOG [blog!]

okk isent that a great song?? =]

You’ve got everything you need, especially me.

Ashley left this morning for college =[ im gonna miss her. but im kinda happy in a way. i dont know.


Yesterday night i got to see my bestfrann krystal on her birthday :D. michael b was there too. it was pretty funn. then when i got home i went on the computer for a little then watched the secret life at like 10 with ashley and adam novak. when i got up to my room, i called adam. but he was at jacks so of course he didnt wanna talk. then i dont know what made me do it but i sent adam a very uhhh heartfelt(right word??) text [im not gonna tell you what it said though] then we started talking about how we could go out again but i just needed to think so i called jackie -mybestfrann/therapist - we decided that i shouldnt go out with him again cause hes changed. since he became best friends with jack again is when we started having problems. but im gonna stop talking about this cause its making me sad.


Today is krystal's family birthday party! =] im pumped. jackies gonna be there too. krystal always gets the sweetest cakes. shes had bratz, blues clues, elmo, etc. they are AMAZINGG :D hahh.


Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all <33

for shes a jolly good fellow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY KRYSTAL I LOVE YOU!!!! sorry i didnt get to hangout with you today =[

It is not fun being woken up at 10am by a screaming college student. Ashley came in my room yelling at me, whipped my blinds open, and screames GET UP. "i'm calling dad!" then she hung up the phone and started whacking me with it. all because she wanted me to go to the store with her. it was crrraazzyyy!! after the store i went to jackies house. we carved our names into her tree =] it was funn. and now im home. and bored. and TADA!! having SALMON for dinnerr :D

ps. im getting my haircut laterr :D

ill post a picture here after. hahh. you'll be surprised of how its gonna look.

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So, last night i broke up with adam, and i didnt take it very well. i think it was the most crying i had ever done over a guy. In my sadness i decided to rearange my room at 2am. Not a good idea. =] i got halfway done and my dad and sister walked in and yelled at me, but so far I think it looks pretty shnazzy. lol but today i might be hanging out with adam and watching the notebook [[best movie ever]] I went to the dentist today and im getting a cavity filled on thursday. He said it was tooth 31 my lower right molar. ?? anyone know where that is? ayways, i also got a refferral to the orthodontist for braces =D idk why im so pumped for them but i am. so look out world metal mouths coming =]

Jackie

So, i'm pretty much spending like the next 29 hours with jackie. Well, maybe. I'm still waiting for my mom to say if i can spend the night there or not. In like 20 minutes we're going to the mall to get a birthday present for our bestfrannn =]. Then we're going to jackie's house to party it upp :D wanna join? call uss foools.

Lies, Lies, All Lies.

I used to be soo good at lying. Lying would get me out of everything. What did you eat today? A hippo. Ohh. I could make people believe anything. Now I can't lie at all. I'm worse than my sister. Today my dad told me to vacuum and I didn't really want to. So, I told him i vacuumed only the downstairs while i was home alone, thinking he'd believe me. but he went around the whole downstairs and checked to see if i actually vacuumed!! I couldn't stop laughing! but instead of coming clean, I continued to lie! Like I hadn't gotten myself far enough in trouble. "Ok, I only vacuumed the kitchen." He didn't believe it. He proceeded to check the vacuum. Bone dry. How was i supposed to know the water you put in the vacuum makes the inside wet when you use it?? =] I know this won't be the last time I lie. But when i lie, i'll make it more believable. :D

Random thoughts of the dayy

-Ashleys leaving for college soon =[

-Why do my parents make me feel like im in prison an awful lot.

-I don't remember eating breakfast.

-Maybe i should stop watching TV for awhile,
its making my memory start to malfunction.

-Am i really as fat as Jackie's grandma claims i am?

-I miss my bestfriend Stefan.

-I sorta miss school and can't wait to go back.

-My new black nail polish sucks.

-It's not even black. It's like transparent

-Is blacksparent a color?? I don't think so!!!

-This horrible taste in my mouth is driving me nuts.

-I just realized im very supersticious.

-[[i think thats the word??]]

-black cats scare me i hate looknig at the time 9:11 i can't look at borken mirrors and i don't walk under ladders. What do you call that?

-I apparently have no life since i have all these thoughts in my head.

-Since when do i have 248 buddies on aim??

-I don't think i even know 248 people!!

-I'm gonna go get some food. =]