mere steps away.

each time brings me closer

... just never close enough.

written with the help of a great friend ♥

hand in hand, they walk.
not too fast, not too slow.
talking amongst themselves.
they don't realize it's raining.
yet, it's been raining all along.
it doesn't matter though.
wet, dry, hot, cold;
they're together.
rainclouds and thunder
smother the sky.
but only the sun is shining.
dripping down their faces,
the rain only makes this more perfect.
she looks up, he looks down.
the exchange of smiles
leads to exchange of passion.
a kiss is sealed,
butterflies;
a pause in time,
as they feel the fluttering sensation
filling their inner gut.
this is so very real,
but, neither of them seem to understand.
this moment is incomprehensible.
yet, they both know this feeling.
love.


-tori oliver+tyler hull

apathetic

I have never felt this down in my entire life. I have reached rock bottom, to find there might be no way out. I have no feeling whatsoever. I just want to be happy again. I'm sick of never wanting anything. I'm sick of never having a plan for anything. Going-with-the-flow is possibly the worst lifestyle choice i could've ever chosen for myself.

But, then again, I could've never wished for any life but this one. I guess, deep down, i've always wanted to be this way. Maybe, making myself so unhappy, is my way of setting myself up for failure.
You can't fail once you have nothing left.

one angry lone ranger.

i was fine at first;
but with every new piece
of unwanted information,
i hate you even more.

i'm better without this anyways.

you were just hurting me more

every wrong step you took.

too bad you walked a thousand miles

in those sleazy shoes of yours.

don't ever come back.
nobody wants you here.