I have never felt this down in my entire life. I have reached rock bottom, to find there might be no way out. I have no feeling whatsoever. I just want to be happy again. I'm sick of never wanting anything. I'm sick of never having a plan for anything. Going-with-the-flow is possibly the worst lifestyle choice i could've ever chosen for myself.
But, then again, I could've never wished for any life but this one. I guess, deep down, i've always wanted to be this way. Maybe, making myself so unhappy, is my way of setting myself up for failure.
You can't fail once you have nothing left.
About Me
- olive.
- odds are, you won't understand me at all. most of my days consist of music and solitaire. i'm always making a fool out of myself, and not caring at all. my friends are the only reason i am still sane. i enjoy learning, but hate not understanding things. i have anger issues, but i'm usually not a violent person. i always have my camera with me. i dye my hair way too much. and i'm really weird. hope you don't mind ;)
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